Seeing the pleasure I was told

Things didn't end like I wanted them to, but they didn't have to. My tarot reading ended with the six of cups, is that a call. It was something of Cups, even if that isn't the exact one. And I'm definitely feeling it now.

I'm going to live in a place that is a better fit for me, and I'm going to have a job that I like doing one of the many things that I enjoy! And right now, I'm in a position where I can afford to change jobs, because I'm not paying rent.

I grieflessly acknowledged that the way I wanted things in the way things are supposed to be were definitely two different paths. I'm supposed to be happy with my housing and job situations, not constantly fighting for them. Even though the long-term situations have yet to start, they already have much better outlooks in the past situations I've been in.

Open communication at work!

Things at the dishwashing job ate working out pretty well, so far. I have some physical stuff going on with the strenuous activity, but it's nothing that can't be resolved with an ice cold treatment. However, things boiled over between co-workers today after a meeting with our boss. All the issues boiled over, and open communication definitely needed to happen. It's too bad people were so overzealous they kept interrupting each other, which made things worse to an extent. But after all is said and done, people got along better. I'm glad I had that break down, because it's help me do a better job of identifying when I need to step away from a situation. I went over to a different area in the dishwashing section for some peace and quiet, after the conflict.

But the particular co-worker that was on the other end of the conflict is very overzealous, and uses overly abrasive Burbage. It's usually accusing someone of something, or throwing someone under the bus. This person has little to no chill, and we wonder with all these other skills that this person has why they aren't doing something else more challenging than being a dishwasher. The Stereotype that were very happy to conform to is that the dishwashing area is usually wear the most chill people are. We have our share of responsibilities and extracurricular activities that we could be doing during down time, but really we like to sit back, wash dishes, and get to know each other. The job not being so challenging in some areas allows people to have a flourish of personalities and even share interests. I feel like we're all doing that, but this person is doing way too much in the area of working out of their way. It's suspected that this person might be trying to make the rest of us look bad. It all remains to be seen on a consequential scale, if it ever comes to that.

Weeks

It seems like a whole lot of nothing has happened around me, but not so much to me. Both of the housemates that were against me are out of the house now, and it's a lot more peaceful here, these days. I'm getting the house clean and it's staying clean, without those terrible 2.

Interests have changed, been picked up and dropped. Zines, art, rad spaces, and anime are blurring together, but in a good way. I'm excited about doing the most boring things that people usually don't enjoy and disregard. The job is rocky. I like my new store, but I don't feel like I'm doing a good job. This place might be too gold star for me, but I say that being easily discouraged. I should do my best. I haven't been there long, but I've already been late a few times. That's the only place I feel short, but they're strict about it, so I'm going to go ahead and apply for different places. I also don't want to be a a cashier, anymore.

I've started smudging, to cleanse the house. I feel better about things, in general, when I'm able to practice what I believe in. My recent has been crap, so I'm going to load up on produce for the house, soon. I'm on the hunt for a new laptop, and table. I'm going to get a new phone, too. I already know the phone I want, so I'm not calling that a hunt.