Housemate eye contact

At the end of Dec, i let my current housemate know that I am very unsatisfied with their lack of motivation in helping me get things done around the house. Since then, they haven't spoken to me much and has become very obnoxious. And, of course, they are still very unhelpful around the house. When now, at also Feb with a full month of this going on, I've decided to make myself more visible around the house. It upsets them to even see me, so if it's that easy to get a reaction out of them i may as well have fun with it.

Akryl – Jazz Bandicoot

Kill Them With Colour - Get High (VIP)

An actual post - Protesting, Happy New Year!

It's been a good few months since a personal post, and not music. A lot of big things have been going on, and I've been more into sharing them with my f&f, instead of here. Given our current political climate, I know I'm going to go through a lot of changes - some of them I'll dislike. I'm putting up a list of goals, next to a list of activism, next to a list of distractions to get myself through the next 4 years.

Right now, I'm going through a lot of emotional stuff with the protests I've been attending and how I take part. I reject bigotry, but I don't feel comfortable with angry, and I don't want people to get hurt. At the some time, there are people out there that want to hurt me, my f&f, and the the communities I identify with. And, as much as I would rather live in a utopia of joy and acceptance I know that's not going to happen.

I feel excited, scared, and eager! That's as simple as it can be said, and I know any others have a wide variety of unexplainable feelings, right now. We know what we're angry. we what we're angry about. We don;t know how we should handle it, but we know the way we've been handling it doesn't work because all this has happened. Democracy isn't working.