Saturday, August 13, 2016

Youjo and the abusive relationship?!

Youjo vs. Abuse?!

For a few days...

A lot of moving around has been going on. I've gone from staying in shelters to camping with camp mates. I also have a job cashier at a food store, and still yet looking for other jobs. Some many people in such a short amount of time. It feels like a month has pasted in only 2 weeks.

I had a mate fora few days. Things didn't work out due to personality differences, and we didn't know each other for over a week beforehand. t only lasted for a few days, but that's one of my current camping mates. 

I'm not tron up about a break up. I'm getting creeping feeling of "I'm never going to get what I want out of a romantic relationship" after this, though. I'm fighting the feeling off very well. There was some putting down from this partner about my sexual conduct, but considering the egoistical angle it was coming from I'm not so hurt by the context. I'm a little hurt by what was said only because it was said, and it's along the lines of something I use to think about myself, thought the way it was said wasn't totally accurate. However, I've come to terms with my sexuality, and I know there's nothing wrong with me. The person that said those things is the one with the problem. 

I will admit the attention and affectionate parts were nice.

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