Sunday, January 29, 2017
Saturday, January 21, 2017
An actual post - Protesting, Happy New Year!
It's been a good few months since a personal post, and not music. A lot of big things have been going on, and I've been more into sharing them with my f&f, instead of here. Given our current political climate, I know I'm going to go through a lot of changes - some of them I'll dislike. I'm putting up a list of goals, next to a list of activism, next to a list of distractions to get myself through the next 4 years.
Right now, I'm going through a lot of emotional stuff with the protests I've been attending and how I take part. I reject bigotry, but I don't feel comfortable with angry, and I don't want people to get hurt. At the some time, there are people out there that want to hurt me, my f&f, and the the communities I identify with. And, as much as I would rather live in a utopia of joy and acceptance I know that's not going to happen.
I feel excited, scared, and eager! That's as simple as it can be said, and I know any others have a wide variety of unexplainable feelings, right now. We know what we're angry. we what we're angry about. We don;t know how we should handle it, but we know the way we've been handling it doesn't work because all this has happened. Democracy isn't working.
Right now, I'm going through a lot of emotional stuff with the protests I've been attending and how I take part. I reject bigotry, but I don't feel comfortable with angry, and I don't want people to get hurt. At the some time, there are people out there that want to hurt me, my f&f, and the the communities I identify with. And, as much as I would rather live in a utopia of joy and acceptance I know that's not going to happen.
I feel excited, scared, and eager! That's as simple as it can be said, and I know any others have a wide variety of unexplainable feelings, right now. We know what we're angry. we what we're angry about. We don;t know how we should handle it, but we know the way we've been handling it doesn't work because all this has happened. Democracy isn't working.
Monday, December 26, 2016
Sunday, December 25, 2016
Saturday, December 17, 2016
Saturday, November 12, 2016
Weeks
It seems like a whole lot of nothing has happened around me, but not so much to me. Both of the housemates that were against me are out of the house now, and it's a lot more peaceful here, these days. I'm getting the house clean and it's staying clean, without those terrible 2.
Interests have changed, been picked up and dropped. Zines, art, rad spaces, and anime are blurring together, but in a good way. I'm excited about doing the most boring things that people usually don't enjoy and disregard. The job is rocky. I like my new store, but I don't feel like I'm doing a good job. This place might be too gold star for me, but I say that being easily discouraged. I should do my best. I haven't been there long, but I've already been late a few times. That's the only place I feel short, but they're strict about it, so I'm going to go ahead and apply for different places. I also don't want to be a a cashier, anymore.
I've started smudging, to cleanse the house. I feel better about things, in general, when I'm able to practice what I believe in. My recent has been crap, so I'm going to load up on produce for the house, soon. I'm on the hunt for a new laptop, and table. I'm going to get a new phone, too. I already know the phone I want, so I'm not calling that a hunt.
Interests have changed, been picked up and dropped. Zines, art, rad spaces, and anime are blurring together, but in a good way. I'm excited about doing the most boring things that people usually don't enjoy and disregard. The job is rocky. I like my new store, but I don't feel like I'm doing a good job. This place might be too gold star for me, but I say that being easily discouraged. I should do my best. I haven't been there long, but I've already been late a few times. That's the only place I feel short, but they're strict about it, so I'm going to go ahead and apply for different places. I also don't want to be a a cashier, anymore.
I've started smudging, to cleanse the house. I feel better about things, in general, when I'm able to practice what I believe in. My recent has been crap, so I'm going to load up on produce for the house, soon. I'm on the hunt for a new laptop, and table. I'm going to get a new phone, too. I already know the phone I want, so I'm not calling that a hunt.
Tuesday, November 08, 2016
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